Hunger for you

-  HUNGER OF YOU -

Lucrecia and Sephiroth
For the FF-7 RP November contest
Rated : PG
Theme : Hunger

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The sun rises on this new Wednesday. The sunbeams are passing through the waterfall, and warming the crystal. However, this morning is sad, like the others. Two months ago, I heard about you. These people said you were dead. They said you lose your mind, and then you fell into the deep of a Mako reactor. I cried a lot. I cried like this day, when your father kept you, after he shot the man I loved. You were a baby, my baby, and you were in my arms once. Just once... I… I was afraid that you think I abandoned you. I have begged your father to let me see you again. I miss you so much. So so much. I made a lot of mistakes, and I realize that I should have searching you. I heard that you became a SOLDIER. I was so proud of you. They said you were the best of the SOLDIER. So the experiment was a success... Hojo should be happy... I hoped you had friends. Friendship is the most important. I hoped you were happy.

Everyday I wished you a nice life. I didn't want to trust the men who said you were dead. But... Yesterday Vincent came. He was with a lot of people. Two people from Nibelheim, one girl from Utai, a lion, a strange cat and two other men. They seemed kind. Vincent didn't think he could see me again, I think... He was shocked. I... I was so happy to see he was okay. He is alive. I saved him, thirty years ago... And I asked him about you. About your death. He hesitated, and said to me :

"He's dead, I'm sorry."

These words were horrible for me. My reaction was silly. I was so sad. I gave Death Penalty to Vincent, and fell into slumber. I didn't even ask him about himself. I was stupid. Then Vincent and his friends left me alone in my pain. I don't know if he will come again... I hope so... I'm so sad, so sad... I lost the two men I loved. But I didn't want to trust Vincent. It... You couldn't die. It was all my fault...

I would like to see you again. To cuddle you. To touch your face. I'm afraid that you are in pain. I just want you to be happy. I would like to help you... But I can't. I know in my mind that you're not dead. If you are, my Jenova cells will feel it. And I will die a little too, I think… You're not dead, are you ? I need to know… I know you're strong. I'm with you. Since your birth. Please, take care of yourself.

I need you. Please, don't die. I need you, and you need me, even the River of Life couldn't quench my thirst of you. I'm hungry of nothing than you,

...my son.